not too much ideas in my mind and lost my focus recently. i am not learning now, no imporving and this is beyond my control. or actually, all of this i should responsible to them. all i can do is try to avoid it, no, that's no the purpose i came here to start my phd.
full of self-doubt, fear of failure, avoidance goal, everything in my phd theis is going to be a part of my personality. my dream in my life is to change my personality
